Over and over I spin it around in my head
Endlessly I kick the dog although I am sure it is dead
Back myself againgst the wall to see what I could find (inside me)
Eventually I'll find a way to turn back the hands of time
Am I demonizing
Am I pacifying
Splitting the differance between half truths and lies (she said to me)
How many tears can be shed before you run dry
Digging this grave the dirst stings and coats my eyes
Endlessly searching for a treasure to claim as mine
But if this is the way that it's supposed to be
Then why don't these voices all agree
Am I demonizing
Am I pacifying
Sure seems that way
Let's just call it what it is
Beaten but not beaten down
Broken but not broken down
Smiling even though I'm grieving
I can't see yet I'm still leaving
And although these scars keep bleeding
And I can't sleep
I'm still dreaming
I still dream of those eyes
Blinded by all the lights
Is this me that I'll find
I hope so
credits
from Shh, It's too Quiet,
released January 30, 2013
Performed by: Undermine
Written by: Undermine
Recorded at: Undercity Studios
Engineered by: Taylor Voeltz
Ass. Engineer: Dana Willax
Cover art: Curtis Reif
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